the pursuit of happiness is one road I follow, but only my patience can carry me to the right direction for a content life
I am really scared of some things in the future.
Things dealing with who I’m starting to become.
Three words… 1. selfish 2. Unsympathetic 3. heartbreaker
I’m scared I might hurt all those that I love without meaning to.
I’m fearful I will break someone’s heart, and I will look back and see how big of a mistake it was.
I don’t want to let go but at same time I feel like I might have to for your future happiness, before I change into something you hate, before I hurt you more than I would have now.
Ugh so frustrated, scared, and angry…
Yes that is my future fear…
Fuck you cigarettes! You ruin my life, you kill every chance at hope and light
Go become illegal, go find somewhere else to build a negative influence on but my life
You suck, damn cigarettes, who the hell had a stupid of idea of making cigarettes, that person was a dumb fuck and needs to have died earlier before they had chance of putting their life ruining idea out into the damn world…
Fuck you cigarettes!