Patience = Happiness
the pursuit of happiness is one road I follow, but only my patience can carry me to the right direction for a content life


Camera Obscura by Abelardo Morrell.
Fear Expanded by Ryan Everson.
Man I can’t stop thinking about you! You’re like my first track race back in middle school. The day before, all I could think of was you, and how much of an impact you have made in my life for past few years. Just as track has.
Man I can’t stop thinking about you! You’re like music to my ears, I need you when I walk everywhere, I need you to calm me down, I need you everyday of my life just to smile and cheer up, I need you because you give me the fast beats that life throws at me, and you keep me on that beat as I follow you through the countless number of times we have danced!
Man I won’t stop thinking about you. You’re like a Maus, one book I won’t stop until I finish it, because all I think about is going to the next page of our relationship just to see what happens next, it’s so exciting to be around you, just as how exciting it is to read such an interesting book. All I can do from reading you is learn more and more fun, crazy, and out of this world facts about you.
Man I can’t stop, won’t stop thinking about you until you’re back..
Anonymous asked: What makes you happy? What makes you smile? What makes you want to jump up with joy?
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Anonymous asked: What do you love more than anything else in this world?
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I fuck everything up
Family, friends, relationships.
I will never be the BEST at anything, always be just good enough
I say the stupidest things I can never take back when I am angry
Off the wall, over the line bullshit I do not even mean
And sometimes.. it just fucks me over
I wish I could change a lot more
I wish I did not have anger management issues
I wish I wish I wish.. you were still here and I could go back in time and save you
You being My Grandma before she fell and broke her back and injured a serious part of her nervous system
You being My Brother, the one who smokes and was diagnosed with liver cancer
You being Ajia, the one girl who did not deserve the way I treated her, hurting her mentally in ways I never meant to
I wish I could have saved you all from losing you in my life, some are still here but are gonna go soon, some are already gone, some I fucked up and they left
I think it’s best I stay away from anyone’s life, and just live alone
I think I’ll be happy, and others will too, they won’t be tainted with my fucked up self, and I can just taint myself
In the end, we all will be happy without me in your life, and just staying in my own little circle known as Max Salman Anowar Abu
I’ll just stay fucked up and be fucked up in my own little World
Alone.Happy.Selfish.Angry.Just Satisfied.
The Written Words, street art by Mobstr.
David Olenick on Tumblr.
Karma, by Do Ho Suh.
There comes a time in people’s lives that they find themselves so happy, that they become sad. Yet many people would say this makes no sense what so ever. But think about it, you find out happy news from the ones you love.
Yet you gain this uneasy feeling because you have realized this news will cut the two peas in a pod apart when they once existed together, as each pea grows out into a separate plant without the other.
The loved ones that once existed in your life floats away with the sunny clouds that shed lights of positive hope that correlates to this amazing news.
Like clouds in the sky, life moves on slowly. This process brings people in and others out. Meaning you are happy one way but sad in another.
But what can you do but be the happiest of sad.
(Source: michaelcarini.com, via ruineshumaines)