Anonymous asked: What's your biggest secret?
Uhm… If your the person I think you are, you should already know. Besides it wouldn’t be a secret if I answered you and let the world know would it?
Anonymous asked: What makes you scared? Biggest fear?
That I’m starting to act like someone that I should not be. Biggest fear, if you are the person I know you are, you should already know…
What makes you scared? Biggest Fear?
I am really scared of some things in the future.
Things dealing with who I’m starting to become.
Three words… 1. selfish 2. Unsympathetic 3. heartbreaker
I’m scared I might hurt all those that I love without meaning to.
I’m fearful I will break someone’s heart, and I will look back and see how big of a mistake it was.
I don’t want to let go but at same time I feel like I might have to for your future happiness, before I change into something you hate, before I hurt you more than I would have now.
Ugh so frustrated, scared, and angry…
Yes that is my future fear…
I wish my mom was proud of me, I wish she was happy for me, I wish I did not have to dislike her and love her at same time, but just LOVE HER. I wish we were closer like people I know PERIOD (.)
Fuck you cigarettes! You ruin my life, you kill every chance at hope and light
Go become illegal, go find somewhere else to build a negative influence on but my life
You suck, damn cigarettes, who the hell had a stupid of idea of making cigarettes, that person was a dumb fuck and needs to have died earlier before they had chance of putting their life ruining idea out into the damn world…
Fuck you cigarettes!
So today I realized how much one person’s love can change one person’s thought process and how stupid I react to certain situations. Seems like people really have to be mature about things, and time can bring that maturity into place, no matter the relationship, between gf/bf, siblings, parent/child, or just friends. No matter what relationship you have with another, enough love can bring about a type of maturity over time that will make you want to stay close with that person, just how life works.
Once you get used to having someone by your side, you’re going to want to have that person by your side at all times. And only time will tell as to whether that person will stay in your life, but maturity is one factor that can help keep that person around a little longer, or for many more years to come.
So next time you get yourself in a sticky situation, or react with anger, really look back at why you feel the way you do, and ask yourself “Is this the mature thing to do? There must be a better way to go with things that this ‘negative’ situation.”
Let time do its work, and everything else should fall into place, maturity being one of them. Be Patient.
Soundsuit Sculptures by Nick Cave.
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I’m letting go
It may not last but I don’t know
Just don’t know
If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that’s warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I’m asleep
If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn’t mean we’re not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Maroon 5: “Nothing Last Forever”
